I’m never speaking up again, it only hurts me.
Still feeling a little beaten up. Have yet to find a comfortable spot. But I think having a cousin who works there makes it a little okay. Not every face I see is a stranger’s. I have a few friends there too. And I’m hitting it off with my teammates great.
I’m still mentally tired, though. I can’t wait to settle in, get used to everything, and enjoy myself. There are 2-3 more days to Hari Raya, and.. I’m not really looking forward to the first day. I don’t know how hard it is going to get, but hopefully I don’t have to cry until my chest hurt. Or cry at all.
What I’m looking forward later today is that I’ll be going out with my family and Liz’s family after work. Last-minute Raya shopping. I’m hoping that people this year don’t do any more last-minute shopping so that it won’t be as crowded. Haha. Wishful thinking on my part.
You know.. I was doing a bit of thinking, in the midst of trying to get the hang of working life.. I thought to myself, “I have a big, stupid mouth.”
Just like John Mayer’s song,
My stupid mouth
Has got me in trouble
I said too much again..
Oh, it’s another social casualty
Score one more for me
How could I forget?
Mama said think before speaking
No filter in my head..
Why is it my fault?
So maybe I try too hard
But it’s all because of this desire
I just wanna be liked
I just wanna be funny
Looks like the jokes on me
Lyrics are incomplete I just put up the ones that are related to this context. Hehe. It’s another one of those brilliant songs from John Mayer, so have a listen:
Personal note to Faz: enjoy this one, sweety. 
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6:38AM on October 10th, 2007
Been listening to all of John Mayer’s albums back to back lately. Still on a high from seeing him live last month. *sigh*
The one thing I miss about Raya is everyone staying up late trying to tidy up the house and my mom cooking her rendang just before we go to my grandmother’s.
I hope Raya goes well for you and that you settle into your new work soon.
6:40PM on October 10th, 2007
aii tau ya
Tinz, “its error opening file”
7:55AM on October 11th, 2007
*reads previous entry* Yeap. That just about sounds like a typical first day at work. Don’t worry, it’ll only get better *hugs*
11:18AM on October 11th, 2007
eh it works now. Anyways, selamat hari raya TInz, I know it’s not the same anymore but I do hope as Dhil said that raya goes well for you and that it’s ok Tinz
sama mudahan things will get steady with work soon so you’ll lose the exhaustion and find more time for breaks and whatnots, bawa kekadai 
7:37PM on October 11th, 2007
Dhil, just listening to his live music makes me want to see him live. You know how it is here. Oh well. You’re lucky to have seen him live.
I hope Raya goes smoothly myself. I know it’s going to be a tough ride, but I’m going to have to ride it out. I mean, even thinking about spending Raya without my dad makes tears roll down my cheeks. How am I going to handle the first day itself? I guess I just have to wait and see.
Faz, haha, the site I uploaded the songs on was on maintenance, yatah ani mau udah.
Selamat hari raya, Faz. I’m not sure if I will find time for break, everyone seems to be working very hard. Haha. But they’re a fun lot, so work is going fine at the moment. Long weekend in Brunei, so you know, got to be grateful for the break. Have fun beraya di perantauan.
Sha, thank God. Haha. Actually, things have started to calm down on this front. No more information overload, and more of, “Oh, yes, they taught us this in school.” Haha. Good, right? I mean, at least I’m where I belong.