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Archive for October, 2007


Life goes on

I’m typing this post at work. Not my day job, the other one. Be confused. Be very confused.

Anyhoos. Shasha dropped by this afternoon (with E), and gave me a sample of her yummy cupcakes. And I’m not just saying it because she’s a good friend of mine. It’s because they really were yummy! The peanut butter ones were great with the peanuts on the icing, and the chocolate coconut ones were heaven. I’ve never been a big fan of coconut with chocolate (all thanks to Bounty chocolate bar), but this one was.. whoah. NYAMAN!

I had them for sungkai dessert with my mom and sister, and I think my sister finished them off, so I have got no pictures to prove it to you guys. Haha.

Moving on (since I’m making myself wanting more of her cupcakes), hari raya aidilfitri will be on Saturday, 1st Syawal 1428H, corresponding to the 13th October 2007M. If I don’t get to update on the 1st of the new month, here’s to a good aidilfitri!

I would also like to take this opportunity to apologize to anyone if I have offended you or anything of the like. It is either I’m really stupid, or I really didn’t have any idea that I did (offend you.) So..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!
With all the love from MY7THLIFE.NET

:)

Still feeling a little beaten up. Have yet to find a comfortable spot. But I think having a cousin who works there makes it a little okay. Not every face I see is a stranger’s. I have a few friends there too. And I’m hitting it off with my teammates great.

I’m still mentally tired, though. I can’t wait to settle in, get used to everything, and enjoy myself. There are 2-3 more days to Hari Raya, and.. I’m not really looking forward to the first day. I don’t know how hard it is going to get, but hopefully I don’t have to cry until my chest hurt. Or cry at all.

What I’m looking forward later today is that I’ll be going out with my family and Liz’s family after work. Last-minute Raya shopping. I’m hoping that people this year don’t do any more last-minute shopping so that it won’t be as crowded. Haha. Wishful thinking on my part.

You know.. I was doing a bit of thinking, in the midst of trying to get the hang of working life.. I thought to myself, “I have a big, stupid mouth.”

Just like John Mayer’s song,

My stupid mouth
Has got me in trouble
I said too much again

..

Oh, it’s another social casualty
Score one more for me
How could I forget?
Mama said think before speaking
No filter in my head

..

Why is it my fault?
So maybe I try too hard
But it’s all because of this desire
I just wanna be liked
I just wanna be funny
Looks like the jokes on me

Lyrics are incomplete I just put up the ones that are related to this context. Hehe. It’s another one of those brilliant songs from John Mayer, so have a listen:

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Personal note to Faz: enjoy this one, sweety. :)

Day uno

My first day at the job? Why, thank you for asking. Two words: mentally exhausting.

I enjoyed myself, meeting everyone and everything, but by the time the clock struck 3, my brain wanted to switch itself off. Unfortunately, I needed it to walk to the elevator and get myself to the car. I needed it for the rest of the day, actually. LOL.

It wasn’t so much the workload, since I haven’t even been given work yet, but it was more of.. information overload. It was like I forgot how to breathe during the times I was briefed. LOL.

After work, my mom, my sister, and I went to Lambak to drop off some containers and Raya orders for my mom’s colleague. I tried so hard not to sleep because I was driving back from Lambak to our house. Then we had to stop at a store to buy some ginger for today’s sungkai.

Back home, I resisted sleep as well. I actually just want to fix my body clock because in the months I was unemployed — full time, if there’s such a thing — I had really late nights, sometimes I don’t even sleep. I have lie-ins practically everyday. So I’m fixing that darn clock. Because it’s about time I go for a more structured, routine life. Rather than just sleep.

My mom reckons that I’m going to lose weight simply because I am reducing my slumber time. :evil:

So, to stop myself from dozing off, I baked my family chocolate shortbread. It was fantabulous, if I do say so myself. I loved it, my mom loved it, my maid loved it, but my sister said she did better. (She baked it along with four of our cousins when I was working on-air a few days ago.) But I think it was really good since my mom doesn’t usually like cake-like things, especially sweet ones.

The chocolate shortbread tasted like brownies, though, but less sticky. And I think that’s one of the factors that made it good. I have a picture, with icing sugar on top. (Haven’t got a good picture, though, so bear with me. Please, and thank you. :))

It had the easiest ingredients, and minimum preparation time I’ve ever done in my entire baking life (that’s about two years.)

After making those babies, I had to make tiny spring rolls for more Raya orders. Seriously. I have to get used to this lifestyle or I’ll drop dead by the time I hit 25. And that’s in less than 3 years’ time!

Before I doze off for a wee bit, here are comment replies and shout box replies.

Comments:

  1. Izzah, thanks sweety! Apparently, I have an abundance of luck. I just forgot to upgrade brain capacity. Hehe.
  2. War, thank you! I like it a lot too. I was looking for pink layouts, because I’m going pink for October, to support breast cancer research. I just didn’t have time to blog about it. Hehe. My first day? Well.. I said more than enough. Hehe.
  3. Sha, yes, in my IE, the layout looks fine too. But in older versions, a fraction of the main content gets covered by the left sidebar. And it looks really weird, and can’t really read properly. I thought the smilies were downright charming, weren’t they? Can’t help falling in love with those things. Hehe. Oh, I’m sure there are reruns of Lake House sometime soon.

Shout box:

  1. Leena: Tina, ko start isuk? All the best!!! =D Btw, jan marah sal kemarin. Kami atu saja buang boring. LOL

    Thanks, Mal! Inda ku marah, haha. Bila tah kamu liat wayang? I want to ikut!

  2. guest_3530: i am guest_3530. hahahaha cant get enough of thatt!

    Well, at least you made the effort to key in the required key code, and not just flooding. ;)

  3. SeL: WAH! Tina, I looove your new layout… I’m suck a sucker to pink.. lol.. And the image header is sooo cute… Wishing i have my own blog ryt now… But i’m just too lazy…
    SeL: Drats, typo… its *such… Neway Good Luck on your fist day of work! ;)
    SeL:  Ish, typo again *first.. hehehe :D

    Hahaha, walaupun puasa! Hehe. Thank you! ;)

Plink plink

I have a long overdue update, but the mother has asked to buy some stuff from the grocery store.

Watch this space.

Edit: Okay, I’m actually feeling sleepy now, so no updates. :P

My mom had asked me to roll the tiny spring rolls and let me tell you this, it can get pretty dull. I had Lake House on HBO, but it rained and suddenly I can’t see anything.

Too bad.

I’m just going to put up some songs for you to enjoy.

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Ingrid Michaelson’s The Way I Am.

 

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Jon Schmidt’s All of Me. I love listening to this when I’m in the car.

 

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When I feel like cheering myself up, I listen to this. Groove Armada’s Song 4 Mutya, featuring Mutya Buena.

 

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I love singing along to this with my sister in the car. Mr. Sandman by Glenn Miller and Andrews Sisters.

All righty. I’m off to sleep, early morning tomorrow.

P.S.: Internet Explorer users, does my layout look wonky in your browser? Well, I don’t know why you’re using IE in the first place, but here’s a suggestion: change to Mozilla Firefox. Or update your IE version. :roll:

Resident Evil: Extinction

I watched RE: Extinction this evening, right after sungkai with my pals from CIS20 over at TT Blues. Should I add Cafe at the end of that?

In fear of ruining the movie experience for me, I will not buy and watch it on DVD. Unless I’m watching it on a large screen TV and superb surround sound. I loved the movie, in my opinion, it is better than the first two.

Every now and then there’s the typical “jump out of your seat” moments, but other than that, this movie, as I heard it from people, closes the trilogy. What I realize is that it brings back a lot of the previous movie scenes and characters onto Extinction, which is one of the things I like about Resident Evil.

Extinction also brought the T-virus to another level, and I think that’s awesome. But you’ll have to watch it for yourself.

No spoilers here people. ;)

[rating:4]

I’m waiting for Ugly Betty episode 2 to load! I love online TV. :D

Chocolate pavlova

I forgot I had these in my camera, and it’s unbelievable that I’ve forgotten that I had made it as well.

I made chocolate pavlova with fresh fruits, namely golden kiwi, strawberries and blackberries. It was all great, but I think I need to try out a new kind of whipped cream for the topping, and make the meringue base a wee bit harder. (Is that the right term for meringues?) It had chocolate “shavings” on it, but I thought it made the whole thing look really weird. Haha.

This is my first attempt at making pavlova, and I want to make more soon, but I’m broke.

Got to run off to buy my mom some sugar at the nearest store. Later!

(Update later on sungkai with CIS20, and Resident Evil: Extinction potential movie review.)

It’s been a strange week, to be honest. It has gone painfully slow, but today, when I look back at the things I have accomplished this week alone, it seems like yesterday was just Monday.

Ramadhan is also ending soon, and I don’t want it to. It’s for different reasons entirely, unlike the “I’m a good Muslim and I don’t want Ramadhan to end” thing. Not that there’s anything wrong with it, but this year.. I don’t want it to end because I feel so much closer to my dad.

Before I move on, I hope I didn’t offend anyone with the previous paragraph.

Yesterday, my dad’s office held a khatam al-Quran and tahlil ceremony. My mom and I went, since she’s on leave, and I don’t start work until the 8th anyway. As everyone was reciting the tahlil.. there was this one man’s voice, whom I can’t match the face to, sounded very much like how my dad used to sound like. It was exactly the same. I bet, that if he was alive today, that would be the very voice that would be leading our tahlil at home every Thursday night.

And me, being me, I choked up. I positioned my head lower so that people couldn’t see tears streaming down my face. I missed that voice. Suddenly, everything came back.. how I miss the way he laughs.. how he’s always pushing me to always be the best I can be.. how he always said, “Jangan putus asa..” ((“Don’t give up..”)) It just came back like a tidal wave that would make a tsunami curl up in the corner.

Which brings me back to early in the week, on Tuesday, when I had my medical check-up. I was waiting for my name to be called, and I was thinking that if my dad was alive, he would be the one who was enthusiastic about all of it. He would be very excited about me getting a job, and he would insist on bringing me to RIPAS hospital to get it done and over with. He was just that type of person. So much spirit in him, that he lives forever in everyone’s memories.

My aunts and uncles once in a while include him in our conversation.. wishing he was there with us. Because he always was. He would be the one who would join in any kinds of conversations.. and he would be hearing the wrong things because his right ear couldn’t function properly since his first accident way back when. And we would laugh, and he wouldn’t mind, because that’s the kind of guy he is, he’s not scared to laugh at himself.

I just miss him so much.. :cry:

He’s gone.

I watched it. Ugly Betty second season premiere.

I LOVED IT.

Tina goes to the dentist

I’m waiting for my favourite TV show to load online, so.. here I am.

I went for a medical check-up today. Went for an x-ray, checked my ears, took blood out, gave urine sample.. (Too much? Hehe.) My main point is, I WENT TO THE DENTIST!! Naturally, to get my teeth checked.

Now. If you know me well, you would know how much I detest going to the dentist. Nothing against dentists, or anything, I just don’t like my visits to them! My weakest point: my teeth. Only I can touch them. Everyone else, I will feel like someone’s trying to pull them out one by one. NGILU! And what happens when I need a cavity filled? I don’t. I take care of my teeth so well, I don’t need to. I am that scared of the dentist. :x

I finished everything else at RIPAS hospital in Bandar first, then I went to the dental centre over at Old Airport Road in Berakas. I braced myself for the worst, even though, judging from x-ray and ear checks, I knew it would take less than 10 seconds. My fear of dentists was heightened as the person who had her set of teeth checked before me was asked to make an appointment for scaling. I later found out from my mom that this was to get rid of the deposit that has been there for a long time due to improper cleaning.

But when it was my turn, when I haven’t found out what scaling was, I got scared. What if the dentist asks me to make an appointment too? That would be the end of me. So I sat down on the chair — the chair that I haven’t sat on for more than ten years now — and sealed my mouth shut until the dentist asked me to open them up.

So she did. Reluctantly, I had them open.. and she checked it out, while I closed my eyes and prepare for her words that might go along the lines of, “We can’t save it anymore, we have to pull it out.” But I was ever so surprised when she said, “Bersih. Very good.” Boy! I was so proud of my pearly whites!

Okay. This whole experience didn’t deter my fear for dentists. I grabbed my handbag and made my way out, back to my mom, who was waiting in the waiting room. Then my mom said, in front of everyone, “Where’s your form?” The form that I had to bring back to Bandar was still in the dentist’s room! I really wanted the floor to open up and swallow me whole!

While that might be my most embarrassing moment by far, I marched back to the room, and muttered, “I’m sorry, I seem to have left my form here.” EEK! :shock:

Ooh! My TV show has finished loading. Toodles for now! :)

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