The headlines of tomorrow
I have been having problems with typing up an entry these days. Every time I pass the one line mark on my editor, I seem to have lost what I had planned to blog about. It’s like I suddenly have blogger’s ADD. I couldn’t focus on writing up a post.
Ramadhan is almost over. I feel really numb this year, nothing like the month I had last year, where I felt everything all at once, and it was very overwhelming. This year, all I want is something better to happen. I’m waiting for it to happen. I don’t know what ‘it’ is yet.
I visited dad’s resting place at about last week. Was with the rest of my family, visiting other family members’ gravesites as well. I haven’t been there in a long while, and my lame excuse is that I get depressed after every visit. So when I was there, I cried. I forgot just how much I missed him.
It’s just going to be another year where I try not to think about it, put on my best smile and move forward.
In case I don’t come up with something by the time Ramadhan is over, have a safe Hari Raya, maaf zahir dan batin.
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